In life nothing is what is or should be or should have been. It is the eternal now, the perflex conundrum. It is our searching, our wanting and our never knowing. It is these diving fighting factors that make us human . That make us hurt, cry, sing, hug, love and dance like we never danced before. It means all, and nothing. We spend too much time in our life wondering what is and what it isn't and what should have been. When the fact of the matter is that you are still here. Breathing, seeing, feeling and hopefully living. In fact you would sleep better If just took a second to let it go.
You am the captain of my soul but sometime even the waves of the ocean and the winds of the tides will steer your course. In life nothing is concrete. Nothing is sure. Best be happy with yourself and today. Best you have the courage change and start again.